Just for You

I thought I was doing better. But lately, the pain is all I can feel. I felt it before. But now...the pain is a part of me. I cry. A lot. I drink. Too much. I need to stop. I need to let it go. Why can't I? Will I ever? Why do I care so much? Why did I ever even love you? You certainly don't care. You've moved on. You are "happy now" Living your new life. Until it's not your new life and you wake up one day and check out.