—Sometimes…even a 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽 love is lost •
I don’t believe you can truly love anybody else until you completely love yourself and know ｅｘａｃｔｌｙ who you are and what you want.
I spent a long time figuring out who I was, what I wanted and what truly mattered to me. I finally reached a point when I was ready to ᴛʀᴜʟʏ love somebody.
But sometimes…we fall in love with somebody who isn’t in the same place as us. They are lost…like we used to be. We think that if we love and support them enough..they too will one day be capable of truly loving another person…they will catch up to you…but far too often, this kind of self development can only be achieved on a solo journey.
Loving somebody like that…hurts. The pain is devastating and helpless. It’s a pain that I have probably been responsible for at some point… and now I have to feel it.
I was SO excited to finally reach a place where I could really truly love someone… so I let my guard down… I trusted somebody with my heart. I never anticipated that he might not be ready like I was— He didn’t spend years on a self-development journey like I did •
So here I am, in the middle of my unexpected journey back into single life. My optimistic, naive heart never saw it coming.
I don’t know where I go from here, but I do know that I can find happiness wherever Ｉ am, because I am all that I need.
I hope one day I can feel the way I once felt… 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕪 … but until then, its just me and LuLu the Lexus…(& all of my epically A M A Z I N G friends & family who have been my rock during this time of heartache.