He’s planning to marry her…..
The moment I heard those words.
It was the biggest day of my career.
I had just landed a multi-million dollar deal.
I was celebrating.
& suddenly my heart sunk.
My breath shallowed.
All my happiness faded away.
It has only been a few months.
After you told me you needed to “find yourself”
You were lost…
You broke me.
You destroyed us.
You destroyed me.
I’m Overwhelmed with disgust and hate.
5 days after I ended things with “Mr.Right”
Because I couldn’t get over you.
Missing the way I felt with you.
Remembering how I felt about you.
Wishing I’d never met you.
It was “fate”?
How about the biggest mistake of my life.
How am I still so heartbroken from you I had to break the heart of a guy who loved me?
Who cherished me?
He was supportive of me.
He adored me.
He wanted to spend the rest of his life with me.
But somehow I still found myself crying over you.
All these months later.
I thought I had moved on.
But I am still hurting.
More than ever.
It hurts more than I could have ever imagined.
The loss has become so incredibly real.
I loved you.
& you didn’t even love me enough to miss me for more than a day.
You just moved on like I was nothing to you.
Is this my new normal?
This is me.
Who am I?
Will I ever let anybody in again?
Happily Never After….