Self Sabotage

Self Sabotage.

A common thread in most every girl going through a difficult time.

Sabotaging relationships, growth, happiness.

After some self reflection…I can admit I’ve been doing this for about a year.

Part of the pain I went through brought me to making some bad decisions.

Some decisions that unknowingly left me with guilt.

Guilt is deadly.

It’s easy to bury.

So incredibly deep.

Some new behaviors I’ve allowed into my life that the old me wouldn’t approve of.

It’s a form of self sabotage followed by guilt followed by self sabotage.

The cyclical behaviors and feelings that compound into a downward spiral.

At what point do we need to give up the victim mentality and move forward?

Pain.

Self Sabotage.

Guilt.

The never ending cycle.


Acknowledgment

Understanding.

Forgiveness.

Move forward.


It’s time.

 

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